Peers out from the Abyss... after taking a few days to melt down, hurl myself through the spiritual meat grinder again, and come out the otherside reconstituted to move forward again. The world is a mess and its exhausting, but we persist because they are trying to exhaust us into submission and compliance. But, what I want to talk about today is GRIEF.
This has been a grieving process. Grief takes on many forms and can be for many reasons. I feel grief as my body has become more disabled and limits my ability to do basic things. I feel grief as the world is falling apart faster than anyone can put it back together. I feel grief trying to keep a business afloat and pitching and shifting every other week with some new challenge or road block. I feel grief for Ukraine knowing much of this is why my great grandparents left in the early 1910s. I feel grief over the victims on the Epstein list. I grieve for the community I lost to the parasitic infection of MAGA.
Mostly I grieve the loss of intelligence and that affects us all across the board. I an genuinely sad for how stupid the world has become -- we have more information at our fingertips than any other time in human history and have managed to become a world full of morons and inbeciles.
Grief is a process. I pushed through some of the anger and sadness over the past few days and it was rough AF and my beloved fiancee just held space for me to just melt down epically and helped me through to the other side.
I am okay. That's the best I can do most days. Just be okay.